What I say I want:
- · To have friends who care about me and want to spend time with me
- · To have lots of sex
- · To play more often
- · To have a dog
- · To manage my emotions a more smoothly
- · To have more work in my chosen career
What I really want:
- · To have just a few hours each day when I’m actually happy and at peace with myself and my life
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- · Barring the above, to find a great, experienced, grounded Dom or switch and we fall mutually in love and/or deeply respectful and sexy friendship.
- · For <REDACTED> kissing and making out.
- · To find a couple of really great friends who I can really like talking with and not have to hide my career or my kink from
- · To not constantly be afraid that I’m fucking up or making people dislike me.
- · To be OK being alone more often.
- · To be able to play as often as I wanted with people I like.
- · To be a more well-known kink educator who gets to go to cons and meet lots of other kinky people and share hot, kinky experiences with.
- · To have people calling me with amazing job offers because they think I’m super talented and want to work with me
- · To be able to work at home in Chicago more often
- · To have enough money to pay my bills and still have some left over for savings and fun.