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Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Miscellaneous Confessions and Revelations: Mid-Summer




  • I am smart and I think and learn quickly. I need to learn to slow my thinking process down so I can think and learn better
  • Nearly 8 weeks after the death of my father, I feel that I am just now beginning my transition into adulthood. Here's what it feels like: there is a hole in my safety net. The choices I make will determine whether the net unravels or is mended; I'd better start being conscious of them.
  • Poverty disfigures a person's sense of worth.
  • Carrying around a refillable water bottle can be life-changing.
  • Kissing and making out make me feel pretty.
  • I've always kept a ledger of the debts. That practice is toxic for me. I need to start seeing the gains and focusing on the black ink in the ledger rather than the red.
    In other words: Grace. Gratitude.
  • Stating out loud what I truly feel, even if I'm ashamed to feel that way, helps me move on. Burying myself and staying silent it has the opposite effect.
  • I don't consider kink my sexual orientation. I consider intensity my sexual orientation; kink is my preferred instrument of expression.